Talking to myself.....

So, here I am, talking to myself.

Well, I would do. Part of having APD is that I naturally prefer objective speculation and that requires care in understanding, which is why I like written forms of language in specific circumstances. Not least of which is the correlation.

So, Self, what do you want to happen?

I've been thinking about this for a long time, for as long as I can remember. The answer has always been

Whatever will make me and/or my children happiest.



I love my children, I know them so well. They think I don't, but I do.

I've enjoyed every moment of being a Mother, a Mum, the best friend, critic and fan.

As a Parent and Single Mother, my priorities will always be my children. Anyone who suggests they should be something else, is mad.

Example: Home = Rented accommodation which is tenancy reviewed intermittently @ 6 months or @ 12. The latter about to be applied. Capped financially Mother of four on one hand, Homed and secured With prospects and specific goal on the other.