Is realising, how uncomfortable, your own pleasure, in your ability, makes other, people feel.
Imagine being able to translate natural sign language (the unconcious code and expression).
Imagine being able to recognise unconcious displays of vital information in use, at the moment it's employed, how unconciously it was relayed, and how reliable that information is and the extent and value of the content (all potential rammifications in context and pertinent scenarios).
If you can imagine that, could You start 'reading' your unconcious self and (here's the potential) have a conversation, at least... ask questions?
Do you think you'd be impressed or disappointed with the responses?
Why do you think that?
How much do you trust your judgement, is there any corroboration (independent) to support this or is this an assumption?
If you're convinced that you can trust it, because you're not easily convinced, then how do you overcome the next obstacle and do you know what that is?