... I am
........Or
Perhaps it's locality - but it seems to be a completely different attitude lately. Now, I find, loyalty is increasingly questioned.
I've noticed surly, shoddy and questionable responses. Obviously I could put that down to someone having a 'bad day' - If it were just the one occasion and only involved one person. Sadly, neither of these possible explanations apply.
Maybe it is me.
I might not try hard enough...
It is also possible that I don't, in some way, initiate appropriately.
That I somehow miss-engage. I consider my faults.
I know I have tried various approaches:- polite, friendly, complimentary, and yet still found notably dour, unhelpful, or dismissive reactions.
My expectations maybe unrealistic.
Perhaps these are all indications of changes, time and effect, particularly with my self & perceptions.
Though, it's not all bad.
Responses could be, often - courteous, kind, friendly, even helpful.
Any smile, encouragement and/or kindness demonstrates it's importance and how each and every little helps to provide happier, and mutually appreciative experiences.
I try to keep all good instances in mind whenever I question disappointment.
